sigh

maybe i jumped the gun
maybe i came on too strong
i'm praying for God to prompt you.
i'm staring down my phone, willing it to ring.
i feel the same nothingness that i feel when i try to will my ears to wiggle
what part of your brain is it in anyway?
do i know you well enough to warrant missing you already?

12:09 am
exactly 48 hours since that first text
i still wonder why
was it on a whim
were you bored
why'd you think to text me
why do i keep putting myself in this position
why do i get attached so easily
the letdown is not always beautiful :(