what can i say

my internet's been working all day.
i have three reliable proxies to choose from.
i've sat around at home with nothing to do at times.

i have no excuse.


i just haven't felt like writing.
all my words feel empty.

and usually empty things are good-
empty things can be used,
empty things can be filled,
but not my words.

they're empty and bottomless and
incapable of actually containing any of my thoughts and feelings-
syllables leak out, heartbeats slip out between sentence fragments.

真没用。