"simba, remember who you are."

sigh, i couldn't forget even if i wanted to-
and believe me, i have tried.

and all that's come out of trying is the realization that
i can't run from people's expectations of me because they're my own too.

i just.
it's just.
i can't.
i know.
i wish.
i want.
i long.
i know.
i just.
but.

GAH.
:(