i hate waiting

i hate checking my phone every five seconds.

i hate putting my phone on silent and placing it far, far away from me so i can't check my phone every five seconds and so that my ears can give it a rest.

i hate trying to drag those five seconds out into five minutes.

i hate the disappointment that follows when i check my phone and see that five minutes weren't enough.

why do i keep getting myself into this situation.

what is this situation anyway?

that's what i want to know.

that why i need you to reply!

roar.

and no, contrary to what my shirt says

that's not dinosaur for "i love you."