breathe on me now

i'm calling
and waiting
Your presence Lord
is life to me

breathe on me now
as i bow down
i'm desperate Lord
for more of You

come satisfy
until i am
even more
in need of You

isaiah 65:1-2
"i revealed myself to those who did not ask for me; i was found by those who did not seek me. to a nation that did not call on my name, i said 'here am i, here am i.' all day long i have held out my hands to an obstinate people, who walk in ways not good, pursuing their own imaginations."

God, You are so good, so faithful. Lord, renew a faithfulness in my heart, renew my passion. let my passion be solid, unlike a bubble that grows and grows and becomes thinner and hollower. as i grow, keep refilling, keep pouring into me from the inside out so i can be solid. so no little thing, no arrows of doubt, no trinket or "treasure" from this world can burst my bubble. Lord, i want to seek You. but, i don't want to just want to seek You. no, i will seek You. Lord, let Your name be the only one on the tip of my tongue. Lord, i'm coming back. i'm coming back to Your open arms. Lord, there You are, there You have been, there You will be, with arms wide open and heart exposed. this is how i know what love is.