nausea

nausea.

everything makes me nauseous-
the glowing monitor
the thought of food
the lack of food
the thinking of food due to the lack of food
(oh, the cruelty)
meat in particular
dairy, too
possibly even chocolate

i contemplated writing last night
if even just one italicized word
to keep the dates running seamlessly

i'm
not
ok.

thanks for asking..