&i was begging you please don't go

i watch as lovers pass me by
walking stories- who's and how's and why's
musing lazily on love, pondering you

i'll give it time, give it space
&be still for a spell
when it's time to walk that way,
we wanna walk it well

it's okay,
i am not in denial either.

i am not waiting.
i am not missing you intensely.

chocolate can only tide me over for so long