it is you (i have loved)

what do you do
when you know.

Lord,

i'm scared.
i don't understand.

because now more than ever,
for the first time in my life,
i'm giving myself to You,
i'm falling in love with You,
i'm satisfied with You,
i'm losing myself in You,
i'm finding myself in You,
i'm Yours.

and to feel this in the midst of so much of You.
what's that even mean?

i'm trying so hard to focus on who You want me to be
rather than who You want me to be with.

love is waiting til we're ready,
til it's right.